Chapter 90

"When my parents found out about her death, they were devastated. My step mother told me that I was a monster who killed her daughter because I was jealous of her. I swear Mayra I know I had killed her but I was never jealous of her...N-Never. Both of my parents hated me already but after that incident, everything changed...every single fucking thing. What started with a single smack lead to constant beating on me by my father. He started finding reasons for unleashing his anger on me. But I never complained not now also because deep down I know that I deserved it. I deserved to suffer. Everyday my morning started with their constant blaming and ended up with my father beating on me. I don't call it abuse because it was all what I deserved. Fuck I deserve more badly than that-"

I placed my palm over his lips to stop him from saying anything more. My chest rose up and down, struggling to breathe. It was enough that my heart can take in one stroke. Tears welled up in my eyes as I saw