Chapter 91

"Max told me that what she went through when I wasn't with her. She went into depression, she cut all her ties with everyone including his own brother, and she didn't took care of health. She was devastated only because of me, she had a miscarriage only because of me, and she committed suicide only because of me."

I told her. I told her everything, every sin I had done. I had never said those words aloud. But today when I did, it actually felt lighter. The past which I had buried deep, was now enclosed.

Sweat beads formed over my forehead and all the pain to which I had learned to live with, was suffocating me. Pain was the reason why in the first place I had started taking rest. D***s had numb my body, it had numb all the pain. The feeling of losing someone was the worst kind of pain.

Tears gathered in my eyes. I had never cried even though my body was craving to release them from so long. Letting everything go was all I needed but the guilt in me was not allowing