Chapter 184. It Is Her I Want

Ellis’s POV

I was having a hard time being close to her yet unable to touch her or kiss her. I still couldn’t believe she was here with our children- Our symbol of the love we had for each other.

Brunch and the activities that followed were delightful. My mood had taken a dark turn when David joined us. The only comfort I found was that Love didn’t want him here as well. However, I almost completely lost it when Maleck appeared, but I had to tolerate him for the kids.

I was talking to Love after Maleck left us as we watched the kids; I remembered to ask her.

“Was it difficult?”

She squinted her eyes cutely. My question confused her.

“What?”

“The pregnancy, birth, and raising of the them,”

Lycan alpha pregnancies weren’t the easiest to handle, especially with twins. As she walked me through her pregnancy journey, I felt incredibly guilty. I was the cause of her stress, the reason she was depressed. I was remorseful and wanted to