Chapter 51. Decision for the End

Sebastian

It turned out that I ran out of reasons to stay out of town too soon. It was the sixth day, but my control over my beast has already slipped away as if it has been years since I last saw the sight of Athena. Even without being here, she was affecting me which left me wondering in my despair how I was going to succeed in staying away from her when I have intended to push her away at any cost.

I couldn’t even express what I was going through nor could I, somehow, find a way out of this disastrous dilemma. I was disappointed in myself for letting myself sway away with the wave of the tsunami Athena brought into my life. I burned for her, my soul craved her presence, and my eyes were desperate to see the sight of her and have her in my arms just like… that night.

It felt like… I was dying without her.

When did she become my need? When did she captivate me so much under the spell of her love that I couldn’t realize it even though her love was the