Chapter 63

Rea’s POV

It’s been so long since I’ve seen a ray of sunlight. I’ve been shrouded by darkness and silence. I’m not sure what day it is or what’s going on in the world. I just didn’t want anything. My life is doomed anyway, so it doesn’t make sense for me to do anything. I was like a living corpse. It would have been better if I had just died instead, but I can’t. I don’t even have the strength or courage to do that. I was just trash.

That day kept saying in my mind over and over again, I became trapped in it like a loop. The fear in her eyes, her screams for help and I just did nothing. I let them take her away. I did it to save my own skin. I thought that it was the right thing to do at that time, but I realized that I wasn’t fucking thinking straight. I didn’t do such a despicable thing to her just to save myself. How could I just live my life like nothing happened? Why did I do it?

Questions swarmed my mind and I knew the answers. I just didn’t want to ad