Chapter 87

Brielle’s POV

What I came for at this place, I could not achieve. I had promised myself that I would not see my father again, but that proved to be difficult. I can’t forgive him for what he did. I won’t be able to, for a long time, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t harden my heart enough to completely hate him. He is my father and that can’t ever change and sometimes, I feel tempted to let go of my pain and let him in again. Every time I try to, everything comes back to me reminding me of the pain, anger and betrayal. I couldn’t even sleep last night. Everything was keeping me up.

This morning, Blake and I left. After the conversation my father and I had, I couldn’t look him in the eye anymore. Somehow, I couldn’t help but feel guilty. I hate this feeling. We left the house and I didn’t even say goodbye. Something didn’t feel right. I felt like telling Blake to turn back the car, so I could do what I couldn’t. In the end, I suppressed the feeling.

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