Chapter 216. Michaël in Turmoil

I was sitting on the bed while Michaël was not there. Even less in the bedroom!

 I wonder what's been happening to him for the past few days. He's been avoiding me altogether. I can't understand what's going on in his head unless he tells me. At first, I thought it was always the lack of Mira telling me it would be fine soon but I was wrong. He has become more distant, colder with me and it hurts me. When I try to start a conversation with him, he looks away from me and stands up with drawn features. Is he really mad at me deep down? Is he holding me responsible for the deterioration of his relationship with his sister? What should I do? Would he be happier if I retired and he found his sister?

 I started biting my nails as I began to worry about losing Michaël forever. Will I be able to bear it? Am I good enough to set him free? Would I be a bad person if I demanded that after he had so intensely and desperately made me fall in love with him, he would stay by