Chapter 38. Guilt and Regrets

Ellie's POV

If only I had the chance to start my own business, or if I had the courage to chase my dreams. If only I had not let my father's control and fear hold me back. I would be free, like him. Satisfied and proud of what I do. But I gave in to fear, and now I am facing the consequences of letting fear control my life.

It is hard to see him pursuing his dreams so boldly when I have been too scared to do the same. I wish I had his courage and determination. Maybe then, I wouldn't be stuck in this situation. I regret not taking risks and following my heart. Now, I can only watch as he thrives while I struggle with the consequences of my choices. Awaiting my unknown fate.

I envy him for living his life on his own terms, and not letting anything hold him back. I wish I could break free from the chains of fear and insecurity that bind me. Maybe then, I could finally pursue my passions and live a life that is truly fulfilling.

But for now, I a