Chapter 11

What the hell was going on? Sure, I knew there would be problems with them being brothers, but I never once expected them to sit and discuss me like an object they own. I feel awful; tears begin to gather in my eyes. I’m biting my lip to stop myself from crying. Do they not have any respect at all? I have no feelings for Liam at all, and no matter what, I won't. He's like a brother to me. With Jackson, though, I feel a magnet like it is forcing us together. I can't stop thinking about him. He has changed me, just like that, a flip switched, and I found the old me, and that is down to him. I know I made this mess, but I never told Liam I had feelings for him. I have never led him on or made out that I liked him. It's complicated, and this is all because I went out for my birthday. If I just skipped it again this year, things would be normal, okay, and not messy. Then again, had I skipped it, I would still be sitting in my room, hating life and not wanting to live