Chapter 2

“What do you need? Whatever it is, Jackson, take it, take everything, I am offering everything I have to you, no hard limits, nothing, no restrictions, whatever you need, take it. And if I can’t cope, I know what to do. Don’t worry about me, just take whatever you need”. His eyes look at mine, his head shaking.

“Jackson, fuck me, degrade me, humiliate me, do whatever you want, no limits. Let yourself be free, even if it means risking hurting me. Do it. I know the safe word. Do it now!” I am shouting at him, begging him to basically hurt me, to do things to me that I said no to, anything at all, as long as it helps. Right now, I am willing to take everything if it helps him. He smiles, staring at me, now assessing if I am being serious, but waiting, ready to pounce. I feel like his prey, his eyes delving into me, into my body, into my soul. I know now I have possibly made the biggest mistake ever.

“You are going to be my death. You are destroying me, Alena, and you w