Chapter 175

Dion

Fifteen weeks of being sick. There were days when I couldn't even get out of bed because everything hurt. I felt like an idiot and because I was so hungry, Audrey wasn't allowed to come either. I would have liked to have had her with me, but not if I couldn't control myself. It wasn't even safe for my sons at times, my father often had to be next to me so that I could be at least somewhat calm. The smallest thing would make me lose my temper and only older vampires can control me.

Today I've been fine for two weeks and I can be alone with my children or employees. That's why Theo went to get Audrey. She wrote often and Theo could hardly say anything to her. The rules are strict and I just hoped that she didn't hate me.

I can hardly sit still, Dad is smiling at me the whole time and Grandma is sitting on the sofa reading a book. They've had to calm me down a lot in the last few weeks.

"Calm down, she'll come."

I nod and only wear