Chapter 37

Kaito thoughts were spiraling out of control ever since the incident. He had taken numerous walks to clear his head but every time he did, he could still feel his control through him. Jakob his wolf had been almost totally unavailable, as it retreated to the back of his mind every now and then. He felt bland, hopeless.

He opened the door, stepping aside so that Azazel could make it into the living room; he had finally agreed to come after lots of pleading. The others, Grandmother, Cosmo, Murchadh, and Kaito’s cousins who are twins, sprang up from the chair.

“I’ll go get Imani,” said Haru and Kaito let him, he was emotionally unavailable and had been holding himself from gnawing at everyone.

He was afraid that having Imani in his arms would remind me of the incident, they had just been taking an innocent walk but she… If only he hadn’t agreed to follow her to the park, if only he hadn’t knocked her down, if only he had been a more careful driver, then all these woul