Chapter 66

I wondered if I could have hinted that Edward's life was worth nothing to me, and that's why he had, in a fit of fury, thrown himself against an immobile place and thrown his luck into the air. I was in doubt whether I was caused by the pain of Suzie's family, or by the guilt that would sooner or later devastate Edward's Clearly it must have been a relief for him to feel the impact of the collision, but to be removed without a single injury, while the person who wanted to live in that car was removed lifeless... This should be a new kind of emotional torture.

I was complaining about the tragic event. I kept thinking about the reasons they brought Suzie back to Edward. If she was there to give him any hope. Or if I was there to teach with the pain. I wondered how fate could play with people so much. How horrible it should be to die in the middle of a promising life. In the middle of a trip to meet friends again. I felt desolate, helpless and devastated. Not