Chapter 56. June – September

June 13, 2023

Dear Noah G.,

It’s the month of June. It has been one month since my and Hiddleston’s breakup. And I’m pretty fine about it. However, it has been four months since our breakup, and it still hurts like it was just about yesterday. Why do you have so much influence on me? Why do I have to fall so hard for you? Why did you steal my heart if you are just gonna ignore me exactly like the way smokers ignore the warning written on a cigarette box?

I have been taking therapy lately so that I won’t get depressed. No, I’m not scared of depression; in fact, I love it. Depression actually makes us realize how lonely we can be in this world, and the only thing we need to do is to accept the fact and enjoy our own company.

If we handle it wisely, then depression kinda leads us to the path of self-love. And months before knowing you, I would happily embrace depression and