Chapter 30

Got Hit

Manuel did not return that night. I cried alone in bed and hugged myself. I thought that Ezekiel had changed since Manuel and I had a child. He is special to me, and I can't deny that he made me feel important to him.

I also woke up the following day with Manuel by my side. He's shirtless and wearing his pants. He seems very tired. I got up and leaned over. I can't explain my feelings. I'm afraid to lose him again. I would if I could give something to make him feel how much I love him. If I can make him feel something so that he can feel my love, I will.

When Senyora Patricia died, I promised to care for and not neglect the two siblings. They are both necessary to me, one word, but it means two things: I love Zeke as a brother and loyal friend, I love Manuel as a man, and I love him with my heart and soul.

I caressed his jaw with my finger; he dragged it down until my finger landed on the bulge of his pants. It's big and complex!

I wanted to smi