Chapter 43

I have resigned to the fact that my feelings for him are my problem, and I need to overcome them. I spent the last couple of days thinking it through. Putting my heart aside, being sensible, and examining it from all angles.

All his reasons and the fact that we are so different as people with varying goals in life, it would go nowhere. If our parents caught us, he would be shipped off to London, and I think his dad would have some sort of breakdown. He also sees me as his kid, so it would probably be incest in his eyes. So many things are stacked against it, and my logical side can see we have no future.

Dane denies any feelings, so I can summarize that my love is one-sided no matter what I tell myself. He has a girlfriend. I was delusional. Not to mention, Dane is probably incapable of dating one girl and making her happy. Charmaine already seems insecure because of him, and I know he isn’t honest with her. I don’t want that for myself.

“So he never mentioned Tyler?