Chapter 44

Asher’s POV

There are moments in a person’s life that changes everything. It capsizes one and makes one be at the brink of insanity. It drives one crazy to the point of numbness which is only the first stage to the most desiccating stage, the depression phase. One that clogs too deep into the mind that nothing makes sense anymore. It shakes one up, herds you in a different direction — a moment so tremendous, so intense, and clear that you know without the merest hint of a doubt that your life will never be the same.

These moments doesn’t come around so often, but when they eventually do, they usually rip through the very fabric of your existence and leave you feeling like you are about to puke your guts. At least, in more ways than one, it felt as though it did and with the way my heart threatened to tear out of my muscular chest, I couldn’t help but agree more.

The last six days have been hell in ways words can’t describe. I&