Chapter 126. A Letter From Moana

I wandered around my bedroom, in the darkness only the candles were providing light. The quiet was stifling, a pressure that weighed on me like a physical presence Since then I had told everyone in the house that no one was to be admitted unless they have an appointment with me but I knew Philomena would not adhere to the instruction. She was my best friend and I told her many things, and I could not even imagine how could I get up and go to her now.

I had to go out at night in attempt to run away from the pain that ached me; however, this did not go as planned.

Suddenly, there was noise from below, a disruption of the quietness of the house. The sound of raised voices and fast pacing rushed through the hall and became louder minute by minute. It was clear that it was Philomena whining her way through the chamber maids.

My heart tightened with feeling of relief and regret all rolled into one that I immediately regretted saying anything at all. She was here, and I k