Chapter 47

I decided to go to our old house right away. I wanted to get through this immediately. If I stay here in the Philippines for a long time, many painful memories will come back to me. Just like how I met Artemis the first day I set foot back in this country.

I'm still running away, huh?

Kieron's car was parked not far from our old house. And now that I'm watching it, I can feel my hands starting to shake and my chest tightening. I inhaled deeply a couple of times to calm myself, but it didn't seem to work.

I closed my eyes tightly and counted to calm myself down. Loki said that I should do this if I'm having a panic attack and he's not around to calm me down. He told me that I shouldn't stop counting and focus on the numbers until I calm down.

I was on the ninety-ninth when I finally felt okay. I opened my eyes, and Kieron's different-colored eyes greeted me. I can see the worry in his eyes, even though there is no discer