Chapter 104

I start grabbing at his jacket in panic as his hand closes around my throat even more firmly to hold me still. I gasp in fright that he might strangle me this time, clawing at his hand at my neck and freaking out. My head is lost between reality and the memory of men who went a lot further and what they did, and I am in a blind panic. I know what it’s like to be choked until you pass out; that horrible, awful fear and terror to breathe while your mind drifts and fades, only to wake up to horrendous acts upon your body and have them do it all over again. I won’t let him do this to me. I won’t let him keep hurting me.

I start trying to push at him to get him off, hands raking his jacket and shirt and trying to claw at his neck. He catches one of my wrists and slams my hand into the wall over my head to stop me, sending another stabbing pain to my body, another way to inflict fear as I am restrained.

He is still in my face and looking terrifying. I have no clue what he is p