Chapter 41

Lucas's POV

Darkness, the darkness again. Imagine that this darkness erases my sanity from my mind.

I always ask, Why?" Where did I fail? Why did he do that to me? Is this her kind of revenge? THEN IT IS FUCKED UP!

The day Zara chose not to show up at our wedding, that was the day I felt like I was going to die of pain. I thought she loved me. I thought everything was fine, but he chose to leave me, our son, and me.

Does he want to teach me a lesson? Is it because of what I did to him before? Then she is good at making me devastated.

I searched for her, and I did not easily try to give up. All I know is that he didn't just show up. There may be a reason why. Maybe it was kidnapped. But someone sent me a letter. Antoinette, my ex-wife's best friend, confirmed it is Zara's writing, and it contains words that almost drive me crazy.

Dear Lucas

Now you've tasted your medicine, right? You are just wasting your time trying to find me. Because you c