Chapter 119. Numb Again

ADELINE’S POV

I wake up the next day still feeling sore form everything that happened yesterday. As soon as I remember it, I start crying again. I take the sheets from my bed and cover myself up as good as I can. I feel so dirty. I quickly run into the bathroom and I scrub. I scrub at my skin until I’m all red. I scrub until it hurts but nothing is enough. There is no amount of scrubbing that can change what happened yesterday.

No amount of water or soap could change how degraded I was. I dry myself up and change into the only comfortable clothes that I have in this place. The pajamas that acres till too short. So fucking short. Everything in this damn place is degrading! I scream and start thrashing the room when Colton suddenly walks in with a worried look on his face.

“Get out!” I immediately say. “I don’t need your pity. Get out right now.” He doesn’t move. He just stands there and stares at me with that pitiful look on his face. I know there was nothing