Chapter 405

Cole’s POV

I sit on the edge of my bed petting the side of my mate’s head. I haven’t been able to talk much since she arrived. The mix of emotions coursing through my mind is unreal to say the least. I knew from my nightly conversations with her that she was bad and getting worse by the day but I could never have prepared myself for her to be so close to death.

It doesn’t matter what Dr. Leroux believes, I know what I feel. The horrid sickening feeling you get in the pit of your stomach that tells you something bad is going to happen has haunted me for nearly a week.

What Deven doesn’t know is that I’ve had to force myself to eat dinner each night with Cassius, Arianna and Charlotte. It’s the only meal that we eat together as Cassius has been trying to give me more freedom. If he was tracking me on Big Brother then he would have noticed that’s the only meal I’ve been eating and it’s been only a quarter of what I ate previously.

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