Chapter 187

It is usually sunny here, but today is different, and besides, it is a Saturday. I think the weather chose the best time to be like this, I don’t have to drive Jake to school and I get to spend the entire day with him.

Yesterday was so eventful, that I had to explain all that happened to me in Russia to Robert, James, Carlos, and Chad about three times before they finally could grasp it all. I also had the responsibility of explaining why I had suddenly decided to trust and forgive someone who caused me so much trauma, Cara was quiet when I took my time to make them all understand that I had finally decided to bury the hatchet concerning what she did.

I am not going to pretend like I don’t feel a stab of emotional pain when I look at her, but I am going to try my best to move on. 

I am currently sitting on the porch alone while listening to the beating of the rain on the ground and roof, it is very soothing and I have never felt so relaxed in my life. Everybody else