Chapter 40

Conrad's POV

"Will it fit?" I furrow my brow.

"Are you a virgin?" I ask.

"No, just put it in," she replies.

And I do it. Tears stream down her face. She was a virgin, and I didn't take care with her. Why did she get herself into this if she had never had sex with anyone before? They say a girl's first time should always be with someone important, someone who truly matters or at least loves her. I don't have any of those feelings for her. I like her, she's my student, but she's not my favorite person. I don't consider her part of my group of friends, and here she is, giving me her virginity.

"Keep going," she asks.

"Why did you lie to me?"

"Just keep going."

"Should I go slow?"

"No, Conrad. Do it fast, just keep doing what you were doing a few minutes ago."

I make a hesitant grimace. I start slowly, and I see her wince. I try not to pay too much attention to her expressions and do as she asks. She screams and throws her head