Chapter 10

Dermot's pov

It wasn't easy being devlin, I avoided Carter at all cost, not deliberately but because I thought that he had overheard me through the door. But all I wanted to do was go closer to him and tell him how nice he smells. Of course, he will perceive me as weird but I didn't care.

I have been trying my best to fit into this lifestyle, it's tiring. I don't know how she did it every day of her life but I was at the edge of screaming my head off. I doubted that anybody was suspecting me as I have been good with my acting skills lately.

I pulled off my work well, the obsessive part of me did, I dressed the part and I addressed people politely, I still needed to tone down the kind part of me. They saw Devlin as a bitch, and my kind nature wasn't helping to convince them otherwise.

Am I punishing myself?

Living a life of a murderer?

Lying to myself and people around me?

Is that the kind of life I wanted to liv