Chapter 62. Cry and Joy (1)

"Three weeks had passed. Finally, everything was more peaceful. My body was almost fully recovered, and I could move around 100% everywhere, even the stairs.

Jiwan was getting smarter every day. He played lying down with Jun on his mat full of little animals, watching attentively as the toys spun above him, while JunKoo laughed heartily at the adorable faces he made.

"Love, is it time for the bottle?" he asked me.

I looked at the clock and nodded. Now we were only giving him formula. The last week had been so difficult that I even cried... I cried because it was so hard to see my baby cry from hunger and not be able to feed him naturally without feeling too much pain... I felt that it shook JunKoo a bit because he had never seen me cry, and that night, it was in his arms that I curled up, sobbing and cursing myself for not being able to be the father my son deserved.

I was being hypocritical, yes. I told Doyun that it was okay for her baby not