Chapter 47

I couldn't focus on anything, my mind always came to Rebecca, thinking whether she is alright or not, is she fine alone? I couldn't leave her alone at home. I need someone to be with her in my absence. She needs someone to be with her, to hold her close. I hope Mom doesn't piss her off. I should have left her at Marianne's place but my heart is not convinced by it. And no matter how much I try I cannot shrug off this feeling of uneasiness. “Gosh, this is the worst.” I muttered, noticing the person next to me thought I was talking to him and opened his mouth to speak.

“Hey-”

“I was not talking to you.” I replied coldly, sighing deeply, closing my eyes.

I hope someone will be by her side to tell her that he is here or she is here for her so that she can be at ease until I come and hold her.

I just cannot pay attention to anything but her. The thing which left me most dazzled was whether she is thinking about me, whether she's missing me like I am miss