Chapter 234. Thrasher

Via

I shouldn't have said yes to Nathaniel. I shouldn't have. Why the fuck did I say yes? I'm so dumb

The reason for my answer still remains unknown to me. Fuck, this shit is going to blow up in my face.

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Alexander Montgomery

August 16th

Age: 25

It's literally official.

The man upstairs probably laughs at me at this point.

The man upstairs literally loves to put my little one right infront of me in arms distance then reminds me why I can't have her.

Why must he be so cruel?

Can't he just fucking end my misery? I'm losing my mind here.

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Alexander Montgomery

September

Age: 25

I should have walked out of the room and out of the house.

I should have pretended I never saw anything.

I should have driven my ass back to work.

Correction: I should have never come home in the first place.

I shouldn't have touched her.

I shouldn't have slipped my fingers in