Chapter 130

I got to my room, and the first thing I did was shut my room windows, and then I took my phone out to call Casey.

Thrice. I called thrice, but she didn't pick up; it just rang through. Feeling hot and annoyed, I took off my clothes and went and sat under the shower.

I'm a bad person. I couldn't get the thoughts out of my head. I'm a really horrible person. Uche didn't deserve me. He literally put me above the people he knew from childhood and yet, I was still gonna lie to him. 

Maybe I should have never said yes when he asked me out. Maybe I should have just kept to myself like I always did, maybe this wouldn't have happened. This was all my mum's fault. If she had never overdosed and never had to go to rehab, then I wouldn't have had to stay in my aunt's place to start with.

I would never have met Uche. Then I wouldn't be lying to him right now. But I love that I met him. He's the sweetest boy I've ever known. He's still a guy, but he's soft with me. Ap