Chapter 7. The Next Morning

I woke up feeling so happy. I was never this happy in my eighteen years of existence in this world. Nate kissed me last night, I had my first kiss last night. It was just like in my books. The way he touched my lips with his, the way that his hands hold me close to him. I was smiling wide, I was so giddy inside ready to start the day.

Last night I couldn't sleep and I ended up reading my romance stories. Which then makes me more aroused. It was like he had awakened my other senses. I usually wonder how it would feel, but last night I finally knew.

I knew how it felt to be kissed, to be touched, I knew how hard a man can be while he grinds you with lust. I finally knew how a man moaned in your ear. I have watched porn before, but last night with him it was something else. It was more arousing. And for the first time in my life, I finally slip my fingers down my panties and touched myself. And I finally came while imagining him doing things to my body.

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