Chapter 20. Brandon, Andrew

We were having dinner at his place, we're too tired and too sated to go out.

"So, yeah...I love you Claire, or did you not hear it when you were too fucked up by your intense climax." He told me as he took me to sit on his lap.

"Erm...no you're not in love with me. You're in lust with me for sure, but not love Brandon, it's too soon for that." I slowly got up from his lap. But he pulled me back onto his lap again, and hold my waist tightly.

"I have others." There, I said it. Though my heart tears a bit as I said that, I was definitely feeling something for him, it was a different kind from the loving feeling I had for Andrew and Ethan. With them, the love comes naturally, as we have been together for years.

I could feel his body tense, while his grip was loosening on my waist. A slight pinch touches my heart as I finally got up. He didn't pull me back, he was letting me get up.

He looked at me in disbelief. "I was letting you have one, ho