Chapter 78

I walked out of the room and went straight to my room. I jumped on my bed, and covered myself with my blanket. The fear in my heart was almost overwhelming, I had fear in my head and heart. The clock in my room ticked slowly and my heartbeat followed its tune and pace. 

Why did I do this? I had taken the life of another human being, a woman like me. I had never thought of doing this in my life, never thought I would do this. Steven had forced the drink down her throat but I had order him to. I had made things go south for her, had watched her claw her throat searching for breath and had not given a fuck. 

When I was younger I had seen my father beat a man to near an inch of his life. The man had tried to rob me and my father, and my father had been willing to cooperate, but the man had tried to rape me in front of my father and something seemed to have snapped within him. he attacked the man and began to punch him. he hit him for two minutes straight and he was finall