Chapter 118

Camilla’s POV

I’m not exactly sure of what I’m accomplishing by coming here or what drove me to come. I should have turned away and left the moment I made eye contact with his mother but no, I stayed. I’ve been staring at him for over an hour, trying to force feelings that aren’t there to begin with. I supposed I’d enjoy seeing him in pain after all the pain that he caused me however, that’s not the case right now, instead I’m hurting all over again. It was the main reason why I had Kendall make arrangements for both of us to go to the hospital unseen to which she did exceptionally, no questions asked.

From the moment I stepped into this room, glancing over at the bed where he lays, I felt one strong emotion awaken, and not the one I anticipated when I took Lumina up on her offer. I felt sorry for him, I felt the need to help him, I didn’t have it in me to either relish in his suffering or watch him in the state he is in.

Yet, here I am, screaming on the inside as