Chapter 10. Too Young

I went inside the shower. I removed all my clothes and hung them on the clothesline. I immediately covered my body with water from the shower. I sniffed because of the warning tears again. I just stood there and hugged myself. I was very nervous. I was nervous about my own feelings. Why are my reactions like this?

Yes, I am very indebted to him. So I serve him…but there must be a limit to that indebtedness. I must restrain whatever must be secured. He is rich, handsome, famous, and has something to be proud of. Lots of experience with women ever since I could see that, even when I was still working at the club.

I bit my trembling lip and let the tears go with the flow of the water. I will study hard until I can finish. That’s what he said. When I get done, I will leave here. If I could be numb, I would…because I know where it’s going. I’m the only one who will be hurt in the end. Maybe he thinks I’m a dirty woman. Due to my young age, I was working at the club. Even he h