Chapter 31. His POV (1)

I’m a coward.

A damn asshole coward.

I shouldn't have done it. I shouldn’t have forced Aurora to be on my yacht and spend her days there. 

But at the same time, inside me, I knew damn well that I completely enjoyed it and it was worth the risk. It was only the way I could tease her, and unexpectedly make her mine. 

In the beginning, I only wanted to tempt her into falling in love with me. I’ll have to show her all my positive aspects, all the things she never knew about me, to wash away her bad impressions of me so I could make a move on her. 

All those years of finding a girl that looks like her so she could realize I like her…to make her jealous..but damn, she doesn't even blink an eye, not even glance at me and not even talk to me. 

Was it because I changed my appearance too much? I wanted to be good for her. But it all backfired. I feel like I’m fighting a battle and in the field, I’m the only soldier standing.