Chapter 245. I Need Help

****Vanessa’s POV***

I was already on my way to the elders’ chambers, I knew that their meeting with Zach and Mark was already done. I needed to talk to Elder Robert, I really did. 

I know that I was being selfish when I chose to literally watch Zach lose his mind slowly all because I wanted him to continue to look at me the way did, but you don’t understand. 

It was something I’ve always wanted. It was something that I had only dreamed about. So it actually happened just made me stop thinking logically. I mean, I did feel bad, yeah. Especially when Rue had caught us in the bathroom when Storm was having that party. 

I did not feel bad about her catching us, I could not care to give a damn about her. But her catching us just made it even more clear to me that what I was doing was so wrong. 

So as I was saying, the day that I had called the omega to help me with Zach’s situation was the same day that Elder Robert contacted me. I was hesitant