Chapter 44

Stella

In my group of friends, I have always been the girl who is afraid to show who she really is. My personality can vary greatly - one day I am spontaneous and pleasant, and the next day I am scared and unsure of what to do. I can smile at everyone, but I can't laugh with everyone. Occasionally, I get lost in millions of unattractive ideas and thoughts that come to my mind. It's strange, but I wish I were less silly or less sentimental about things that happen to me. I'm not sure when I started wanting the days to pass by faster - many people used to think that Ginger was the shy one in the relationship, when in reality it's me.

Going to the event where I met Gabriel was my most lucid moment where I acted like myself without caring about what others would say. I thought that day I could make a complete fool of myself and no one would have the right to judge or make fun of me, and if they did, then I wouldn't care because I wouldn't see them again. It