Chapter 61. Denied Fate

     I didn't refuse his touches as he began kissing me all over my body.

"I love you, Star,' he murmured but I didn't think want to think about it and accepted his demand.

I knew he was talking about someone else and not me.

He took my virginity and had his way with me but when he got sober and realized what he had done, he slapped me so hard and told me to get out of his room.

I was ashamed. 

That night I cried miserably and didn't tell Oceana about what transpired between me and Carmine.

She was traumatized after Gerard left her, suffering from the bond. 

She would cry day and night for anyone to take away her pain so she could live.

Oceana would cry for days to die and meet Gerard but there was one thing Adolph and I did.

We called for Valarr.

Since he was the only one that could save her. 

But we didn't know he would have to bed Oceana for her to get healed and she was already pregnant with