Chapter 40. Stuck

I can't sleep.

After all that happened yesterday, I couldn't get myself to sleep. It's already 3 a.m. in the morning, but my mind is so fucking awake. I sighed and closed my eyes again as I remembered what happened.

I saw my ex at a social event; she talked to me, and I talked to her. We met again in the cemetery, and I assumed that she was following me. Much worse is what happened at night! I let my daughter play with her, and she said sorry.

All of that happened in one day.

Just one day!

And that happened right after I saw her again after two years. I let that happen.

So great.

So fucking great.

But at the end of the day, after all of that, I felt broken. I felt empty. For the past two years, I have felt empty again. It's like something's not right, and something's missing from me.

I couldn't help but cry n