Chapter 47. Reasons

Later at night, I decided to stay in bed.

Lexie didn't bother me to talk about what happened, but she left me a tray of food for dinner. Yet I have no appetite for it. I wasn't really hungry or thirsty; I'm just feeling lonely.

I still couldn't figure out the reason why she ran away. She couldn't tell me. She only gave vague answers earlier, and I can feel that she's not ready to say it yet.

I know and I can feel in myself that I'm still not tired of waiting for the right time for her to say it, but when is this feeling inside of me going to end?

All along, I realized I'm just trying to distract myself so I can get better, but that doesn't really matter when she's already in front of me. While I'm resting on her back on the beach, I feel a nostalgic feeling inside. I felt happy and content that I was with her at that moment.

She's the reason I lost my sanity. Not her as a person, but