Chapter 42. What Is Happening?

Later that night, I cried again.

I cried not because of the memory of her abandoning me, but because it felt so easy for her to say all those things. I cried about how difficult she is right now.

Even though I don't want to be near her again, I cried at how she changed into the worst person I have ever met. One day, she wanted to be near us, and then the next day, she's like this. She's frustrating the hell out of me.

I woke up feeling a little dizzy, and upon looking at myself in the mirror, I could see dark circles under my eyes. It's not good anymore. I made myself a coffee and noticed that the paper bag she gave us last time was still on the countertop. I was ready to throw it away when I saw the envelope again inside. I got curious and left it out on the counter before I threw the paper bag. I had it with me and decided to sit down on the balcony. It's just 5 o'clock in the morning, so the sky's a bit dark yet.