Chapter 10

Ash's POV 

I watched through my window as Riley left my home. It was just a few minutes after six and she was already out of my house. I did that. I made her leave but why did it also hurt a bit seeing her walk away?

I shook my head to rid the thoughts. It shouldn't hurt. I was over Riley. Nothing she did should hurt me. There was no way what I was feeling was real. I just needed some time alone. I walked away from the window and moved to the bathroom to take a shower. I felt the intense urge to drink once more but I had a raging headache and drinking led to bad decisions. Decisions I was likely to regret these. Why did I kiss her? And why did she push me away? 

Was it that she hated me that much? She hated the feel of my lips on hers. Wait no, that wasn't possible. With the way she reacted by setting herself on my legs, there was no way she hated it. If anything, I was sure she yearned for it. And damn, so did I. Was I happy that she pushed me away when