Chapter 122. Inner Struggles

There was a kind of emotion you feel that you know is somewhat irrelevant but you still feel justified for feeling it. Such emotion may be anger, hurt, pain or jealousy and most times, they are either caused by people you love so much or by people you do not want to have anything to do with, Jane concluded.

Why was she even here? She asked herself while she cleaned up the house. Had she not made a very big mistake by admitting her feelings for this…this horrible man? Jane did not want to call him names. She realized she loved him too much to do that and how she hated herself for it.

Just when she was thinking all of that James appeared from the kitchen with two cups of tea and handed one to her when he got to where she was.

“I am working,” she replied grudgingly and he shrugged and walked away. Jane felt like lifting and mop stick and hitting him hard on the end. It was the way he just walked around the house casually as if nothing was wrong that got her the most.<