Chapter 44. The Protection

Ah, he must have just been carried away by his feelings. What we experienced that morning was amazing, I even felt, only with Noah, for the first time, I became a real woman, not just a hole in the middle of the body that was used. 

I never felt an orgasm when with Peter. He came to me in a hurry, sometimes without foreplay, just rubbing here and there, feeling that I was wet enough, then entered quickly, moved for a while, then he collapsed panting, while I felt left in a feeling of emptiness. 

What is an orgasm? Even kissing him only made my lips sore later because he was always in a hurry. 

In the early days of our marriage, I felt sad every time we finished having s*x, because I never felt satisfied. Over time, I suggested to myself that my obligation was to make him feel satisfied and happy, so that he would not turn to anyone else to seek oth