Chapter 45

She knew she wouldn't have reacted the way she did if she was with someone else because she knew the person was going to mean well,she knew Christian meant the same way too but she couldn't bring herself in letting him touch her for so long, feelings were out in thesurface and she didn't think she wanted that for herself, she understand that he wanted to know how she was and she was really good, there was no point in lingering for so long in his car, that waswhy she left, she didn't want to stay there and make him see that she wanted more than she wanted more than his hands, she wanted tofeel his body close to hers, she wanted him to touch her the way hedid this morning, she wanted him to hold her like he didn't want her to leave, how he held her when she wanted to leave the bed, she wanted that and she wasn't very good at hiding her sexual emotions that was why she left, she didn't want to be there, she would be vulnerable and she wouldn't be