Chapter 69

Lucas had gone to school and I sat in his room fondling with my phone. I scrolled through the pictures in my gallery when I saw Mum and Dad's picture with me taken together when I was a little girl.

A tear dropped from my face suddenly dropping on the screen of my phone.

I missed them so much and Lillian I wonder if she was fine even though she betrayed me and made me despise her I couldn't help but think of how she's faring. She's the only family I got and I can't bring myself to hate her fully no matter how hard I tried but it's better that way since hate will just bring bitterness and sorrow if I think about her in such a way.

I sprang up immediately dropping my phone on the bed and put on a pair of sandals, I wore a blue round top and black jeans while my hair was packed in a ponytail.

I wanted to go to my home, just to hold their clothes or pictures, to feel them in my soul once again.

I know I'm not supposed to do that not until I'm strong enough due to