Chapter 24

Savannah

It’s really hard to do whatever I do without thinking of it in relation to Victors.

What would you think about me if I walked in this manner?

That’s why I tried as hard as possible to avoid limping. I don’t want him to see the imperfect side of me.

That’s why I felt extremely terrible when he pointed out my mistakes. I thought I had grown past that, but it turns out the orgasms Victors gives me make me quite unable to discern errors from not.

Everything I do now is to please him. Maybe it’s because I want him to be pleased enough with me not to have to yell… or touch me… make me feel like I’ve always wanted to feel…

Ever since the first time I had sex with him, I have never visited the club. I initially thought it was because I would dread to make the same mistake I did where it ended with me in his bed.

But having had sex with him again, I do not think it’s because I don’t want to meet him under that guise again.

I did