Chapter 28

Victors

I stay in the same position for more than twenty minutes; all I’m doing is reminiscing.

I think about everything that I have done right and everything that I have done wrong.

Did I push too hard?

Did I misread the signs?

I don’t really look at Savannah as the type of person I so strictly want to just have sex with. And so, I felt like a big jerk to her, just plainly withholding the true feelings I would have felt for her, waiting for her to unveil her.

Could I have been so wrong?

Everything just doesn’t add up. She makes love to me with so much passion, too much that it is so real, and it makes me feel her adoration for me, in her lovely brown eyes. They convey to me a million possibilities, endless if I want to put a number on it, but none of them have geared themselves towards the simplicity of just sex.

I held her this morning. I held her close to her chest, and I felt her heart spike. Your heart doesn’t immediately g