Chapter 18. Sole Source of His Joy

'Dear Diary, it's been a month since I first spoke with Cole. I'm living the best days of my life simply by talking to him, and my encounter with him was beyond my expectation, it was surreal and divinely beautiful.

I long to hear his soothing heartbeat and feel his warm arms around me again, and I have finally made up my mind to reveal my identity to him because I believe he will accept me even after learning my identity, and now he will never leave me, but I'm waiting for the right time.

I feel like I have fallen for him more since I started talking to him because he's sharing things with me and I'm learning more about him, but I'm still not confident enough to meet him face to face. Talking on the phone with him is fine, but when he comes in front of me, his searingly hot personality causes me to become tongue-tied.

Whatever it is, I'm glad he finally likes me and is getting closer to me.

I'm aware that he is dying t